Beauty Tips for Girls Coming to Espana

So it’s been awhile, am I right? I’m much better at instagramming pictures than I am blogging. Anyways, today I was thinking about all the beauty struggles I’ve gone through in Spain and I wanted to write a post for future auxiliares or girls living in Spain with some tips. Some of the tips might seem obvious to people who have been living in Spain, but I mean, just the fact that Spain doesn’t have Walgreens or CVS’s that are open 24 hours a day was enough to throw me for a loop in the beginning. So here was go:

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1. Shampoo/conditioner/normal products can be found at your local grocery store. Check there for things before going to Corte Ingles or a beauty specific store (perfumerias) because it’s cheaper.

2. Buy your hair dye in the USA and bring it over. The hair dyes over here are different. For example, I love Garnier hair dye products, but in Spain they have a different line of products that aren’t semi-permanent and are just completely different.

3. Don’t get blonde highlights over here. They don’t understand toning. I had yellow hair when I got my hair highlighted here because they didn’t tone it. Thankfully, I met an American girl who does hair over here, so she’s been doing my hair and understands how to do natural blonde highlights, not yellow brassy ones.

4. If you can’t find it, go to Corte Ingles or Sephora. 

5. You are going to have to try new brands. I love Jergans natural glow lotion, but they don’t carry it here. So, I just decided to try a different brand and it was fine.

6. Pay attention during tv commercials and read spanish beauty magazines. Just watching tv and seeing commercials, I learn about products. Off the topic of beauty, I’ve been DYING for greek yogurt similar to Chobani. I was watching TV the other day and there was a commercial for yogurt with 2x the protein in different flavors called Dani (made by Danon), but I was like YES FINALLY THE AMERICAN VERSION OF GREEK YOGURT. Next thing I knew, I was in Eroski and there it was! Don’t make the rookie mistake of thinking “Griego” yogurt is American greek yogurt, because it definitely is not. It’s gross and runny and pretty bad for you.

7. Bring powder deodorant and dry shampoo from the USA. Also, the only face wash choice I have over here is Clean & Clear, and there’s barely a selection. I haven’t seen Neutrogena or Cetaphil products (my go to at home) anywhere, so if you are really particular about your face products, I suggest bringing them from the USA. 

8. Buy a straightener over here. When I first came over and was backpacking, I remember being super excited to be in Ireland and was getting ready to go out for the first night in Europe, so I needed to straighten my hair. Well, I plugged it in (with a plug adaptor) and started straightening my hair. Next thing I know, there is black smoke and it smells like my hair is burning. Thankfully, it was just the straightener and I didn’t end up like this girl…

But my wand does work over here! I use a plug adaptor with it, but for some reason it does. The brand is hot tools.

9. Primark and Chinos can have great beauty tools. I got some great eye shadow brushes, loofa and nail stuff from Primark and it’s super cheap. But I mean, you can’t buy foundation or mascara there and expect a good result.

10. Take advantage of the cheap waxing here. A brazilian wax is 14 euros. Enough said. 

Hope this helps for any chicas coming to Spain soon! :) Ask me if you have any other questions. I didn’t want to write too long of a post, but I could probably write 4x as much as a did here about beauty in Spain!

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10 Things All New Auxiliares Should Know

I remember last year at this time when I was thinking about doing the Auxiliar de Conversacion program in Spain. I had about a million questions running through my head, and I felt like every blog post I read or facebook group post I read was giving me some solid answers, but also some mixed answers on a few different topics. So, I decided to write this for new auxiliares about the top 10 things I think they should know BEFORE coming into the program.

1. It’s in Spain. I know this is obvious, but with the program being in Spain means that it operates under a spanish timeline. What I mean is that everything takes a little longer here. Everything from a visit to a restaurant to getting your NIE card. With that being said, you also won’t find out about your school placement for awhile, and even after you do, you probably won’t get too much information until the first day you walk into the school. Also, basically the whole month of August, Spain is on vacation, so don’t expect any emails regarding your school to be returned then. Unless you get a school director that’s super into technology and communication, which is rare. But remember the positive too–it’s in Spain! Siestas, vino, parties, different culture, travel, etc. 

Spain in a nutshell. (source)

Spain in a nutshell. (source)

2. It’s run by the Spanish Government. Be prepared for bureaucracy at is finest. It took me FOREVER to get my NIE/TIE because I live in Bizkaia but my school is in Gipuzkoa, so I had to go to San Sebastian police station to get my NIE (just the number), but then had to get my TIE (the actual card) from the Bilbao police station. Why? Not really sure. It really depends on who is working what day and your luck. But in my experience, put a smile on your face and attempt to speak spanish and (most) people will be helpful.

3. Brush up on Spanish BEFORE you come. Listen to music, study general vocab and verbs, etc. Check out my post about learning spanish if you need some ideas!

Don't be this person when you come. (source)

Don’t be this person when you come. (source)

4. Find housing AFTER you come. Don’t agree to anything before you come. It’s better to book a hostel or hotel for a week and figure out where you want to live once you get a feeling of the city or pueblo you’re living in.

5. Come with money. There have been lots of posts in the auxiliares facebook page and the general consensus is come with about $2000-$2500 saved. I came with that much and it really helped me when I needed to quit aupairing and live on my own.

6. Settle first, travel later. Yes, you’re living in Europe and it’s really exciting that you can travel everywhere so easily. But if I could go back and change something, I wouldn’t have traveled so much in the beginning here. It was overwhelming and I feel like now I have a good group of friends who have become my travel buddies and I enjoy the trips I take more. I think trying to settle and getting to know the city you’re living in first is really important. I didn’t feel settled here until late December, then I went to the USA for Xmas and it took me another money after I got home to resettle.

Me, when I got here lolol. I'm still like this. #wanderlustproblems (source)

Me, when I got here lolol. I’m still like this. #wanderlustproblems (source)

7. Use social media and word of mouth for private classes. I got the majority of my classes using the facebook groups. People always post about people wanting private lessons, and once you find a family or two, it usually just snowballs to more people wanting them. Be open to teaching both children and adults. I give a lot of lessons to adults and they are my favorite classes!

8. Bring an unlocked iPhone (or other phone that is unlocked). Seriously. This is one thing I STRUGGLED with when I got here. I don’t like to be that person that is attached to their phone, but when you move to a foreign country and are trying to settle, technology is VITAL. You need it to schedule private classes, for apartment searching, maps if you get lost. I didn’t have a working iPhone here until the middle of November (about 7 weeks after I got here) and it was just awful. If you have an unlocked iPhone, all you have to do is get a sim card and pop it in! It’s so easy. I use Yoigo and I love it. It ends up being about 10 euros a month and I have 3G and cheap texting/calling. In Spain, everyone uses Whatsapp, so text message prices never factor in anyways. And I only call for emergencies. I can recharge my sim card online and I do it every 2 months. So just bring an unlocked phone and save yourself the hassle of getting it unlocked here, or worse, having to buy a phone here. 

9. Not everything is going to work out–be flexible. When I first got here, I was a live in aupair. It was awful. It seemed like it was going to be the perfect situation because I would have free rent/food and only had to watch the kids a few hours a day. Well, a few hours turned into a lot of hours and I was overwhelmed and felt like I had no life here. After a month, I quit aupairing, moved out, find an apartment and began giving private classes. Just remember to be flexible and if something doesn’t work out, change it. 

Always true! No matter the situation. (source)

Always true! No matter the situation. (source)

10. Just breath! It’ll be fine! It’s going to be overwhelming at times, but it’s an adventure and a HUGE learning experience. The best part is, you’re in Spain, so everything is more laid back here. In the USA, I felt like my life NEVER slowed down and I was always going and stressed. Here, while I was really overwhelmed when I first got here, I did have time to relax and breath once I quit aupairing. So relax, half the struggle is making the decision to come and the first 1-2 months of living here. But like any big change in life, it takes time. You’re not going to feel settled and comfortable over night, but give it time. I really think it’s about making it over that 2 month mark, and then it’s pretty smooth sailing. 

Just go! (source)

Just go! (source)

I hope this helps any auxiliares who are thinking about doing the program! I would highly recommend it. And if you hate it, the time FLIES. I am in month 7 or my 8 month contract, and it seems like I just got here YESTERDAY. Let me know if you have any other questions, I’d be happy to answer them!

 

Vegan Brownie Batter in a Mug

LO SIENTO for the blog disappearance, but a few weeks ago was CARNIVAL (or, CARNAVAL en espanol) in Spain and I jetted off to Tenerife in the Canary Islands for the week and I’ve been SO BUSY since then figuring out future plans, planning trips, working, etc. Tenerife is definitely one of the coolest places I’ve ever been in the world. There’s not too many places in the world that have snow, volcanoes, volcanic rock, mountains, beaches, cliffs and the ocean all within 1 hour driving distance of each other. Check out my Instagram for pictures from the trip!

You know it's a successful trip when you get a new profile picture for Facebook....

You know it’s a successful trip when you get a new profile picture for Facebook….lol

Onto something equally as important as traveling–chocolate. Do you ever get chocolate cravings? Some nights, I just CRAVE chocolate and I finally found cocoa powder in Bilbao, so I’ve been experimenting a lot with it. I have a recipe that I HAVE TO SHARE BECAUSE IT’S THAT GOOD. I’ve told a few of my chicas en espana about it, but I wanted to share it on here too! It’s ooey gooey chocolatey sweet goodness in a mug. And who doesn’t like eating things out of cute mugs? When I was little, I remember always eating ice cream out of mugs with my dad at night. Since then, eating things out of mugs has always made stuff taste better to me.

Vegan Brownie Batter in a Mug

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Ingredients: 1/4 c instant oats, 2 tablespoons cocoa powder, 2 teaspoons honey, 1/2 banana, 1-2 tsp peanut butter or nutella (optional, but I HIGHLY recommend)

Prep time: 5 minutes | Ready in: 5 minutes

Directions:
Put ingredients in mug in this order: oats, cocoa powder and then honey. Break or slice the banana into smaller pieces and place on top of oats, cocoa powder and honey. DON’T MIX ANYTHING YET. Place in microwave on high for 20 seconds. The honey should be boiling and the banana should be softer when you take it out (if it’s not, microwave a little more). AFTER microwaved, mash and mix ingredients in the mug. Place in microwave for an additional 20 seconds on high.

Nutrition: whole serving contains (without peanut butter)
197 kCal | 2.7g fat | 44.7g carbohydrates | 7.1g dietary fiber | 5.3g protein
*with 2 tsp peanut butter, add around 63 kCal, 5.4g fat, 2.1g carbohydrates, 0.6g dietary fiber and 2.7g protein

This seriously tastes like brownie batter, but it’s healthy and doesn’t have any raw egg, butter, oil, flour, is gluten-free (depending on if you consider oats vegan free–I do), vegan, under 200 calories AND hits the chocolate cravings. What more can you ask for? 

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What’s your favorite food to hit chocolate cravings? Have you every visited the Canary Islands in Spain?

How To Battle Homesickness Abroad

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Hi lovies!

Happy Friday! I’m currently on my way to Salamanca for the weekend, but I wanted to share this blog post (side note: follow my Instagram or Twitter (both @wanderlustkait) for updates during my Salamanca trip! I always post pictures while I’m traveling!). So I wrote a post a few months ago about The Spain Struggle and cultural adaptation, so this is kind of Part II in the series. Now that I’ve had my fair share of culture adaptation and homesickness, I think I’ve finally figured out the key to beating it. I’m going to be completely honest when I say coming back to Spain after spending the holidays in the USA was harder than the first time I left. The travel itself was easier because I knew what to expect when I got here, but leaving my family, friends and Ohio was just a lot harder the second time around. Now I’ve been back for about a month and a half and while it might be that I have readjusted to the culture, I think there is one thing I’m doing a lot different than when I arrived in Spain in September that is making all the difference.

Instead of missing things about home, I am making Bilbao my home.

It’s as simple as that. Instead of missing everything about the USA, I am embracing more things about Spain. I also am beginning to realize that a lot of the things I was missing, I just needed to look a little harder for. For example, my little sister, Emily. It turns out she was living a few pisos down and I just wasn’t looking hard enough. JUST KIDDING. But little things like peanut butter, a yoga mat, a cafe that has to-go soy lattes, indulging in watching #TheBachelor, etc (so many #whitegirlproblems necessities). So if you’re abroad, lonely, homesick and reading this, here’s some simple instructions to get you started. First, leave you house. Go out and get something that reminds you of home. Anything. A book, music, a coffee, a candle, a food. Second, start building your own home in your current city. For me, investing in things that make me feel more at home, are actually turning Bilbao into more of a home for me. And lately, despite all the rain, Bilbao has been growing on me (I can’t believe I just said that!).

I think it’s important for people to remember that when you move abroad, you don’t have to lose yourself. I know all those pinterest quotes are like “LEAVE YOUR IDENTITY BEHIND AND JUST LOSE YOURSELF IN THE TREES AND GRASS OF EVERY CONTINENT AND BECOME ONE WITH THE WIND AND NEVER LOOK BACK” or something, but in all honestly, I think that’s far from the truth (And yes, I’ve probably pinned every single one of those quotes, in case you were wondering). I think the key to battling homesickness is bringing elements of home to you. And I’ve found, the more home I bring to me, the less I feel like I need it, and the more I can truly embrace living in Spain. 

**Note: A close second for the key to battling homesickness was giving someone a hug. Not even kidding. Hug it out. It helps. 

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Have you ever been homesick while being abroad (or just away from home)? What do you think helps battle homesickness the most? 

Auxiliar de Conversación Program in Spain

Hello loves!

So the most common question I get is people asking me what program I do in Spain. So I decided to just do a general post about the program and my experience thus far. The program is called North American Language and Culture Assistant or in spanish, the Auxiliar de Conversacion Program. It is done through the Spanish government. There are about 2,000 (mostly) Americans that come to Spain each year to work in schools around the country. I work 12 hours a week and get a stipend of 700 euros ($950) a month, tax free (Or if you are in Madrid, you work 16 hours and get 1000 euros ($1350)). I am over here on a student visa, and the work I am doing is considered “graduate” work (lol don’t ask me how Spain swung this one…).

My basic role in the classroom is a language assistant, so I will take half of the class and do complementary activities with them, mostly relating to pronunciation and speaking. Sometimes, I lesson plan, sometimes I grade papers, sometimes I sub a class, sometimes I get called off work…for a whole week, sometimes I don’t do much in class, sometimes I teach German exchange students, sometimes I drink wine with colleagues in the middle of the day…….If you can’t tell, my job isn’t really defined. And that is the most important thing I think anyone who is considering this program needs to know. There isn’t much regulation and it can be a real hit or miss, depending on your school placement. Luckily, my school director/boss is awesome!! He’s been so helpful and if I need help with anything, he is a great resource and so helpful. One day, I was talking about needing to go to the dentist, and he offered to take me to his dentist for a consultation. So helpful.

When you apply, you preference what region you want and what the size of the city or pueblo you want and the age of the students you want to teach. Then, the Spanish government assigns school placements. I’m honestly not even sure they look at the applications. I preferenced Catalonia, Valencia and Madrid and said I wanted to live in a big city and got placed in Pais Vasco and my school is in a pueblo (note: I later found out Catalonia and Valencia were no longer participating in the program due to budget cuts). But hey, it all turned out good!

To apply you need to be a college graduate or completing your final semester of school and have proof (ex: transcripts). The prefer some spanish language classes (not a strict requirement, I only had one semester in college). You also need a letter of recommendation and a letter of intent. It’s an easy application. The only hard part is it’s in spanish and the website they use for it is a little difficult. I’m talking about you, profex. 

After you get a placement, you have five days to accept or reject the placement. Placements usually aren’t given out until the end of April or May. People still receive placements through August and September. The biggest factor in receiving a placement is your inscrita number (aka your application number). This program is on a first come, first serve basis. So if you’re even thinking about doing it, apply and then think after. 

Also, talking about the money. The stipend doesn’t seem like a lot because you really aren’t working that much. I remember when I told me dad about it, he about fell over and told me it would be impossible. Luckily, because you aren’t working that much, you have plenty of time to pick up private classes, which are so easy to find (through fellow auxiliares, through Facebook groups, the school, tusclasesparticulares.com). I currently teach around 10-12 hours extra of private lessons a week and charge 15-25euros ($20-$34)/hour, depending on the kind of class it is. So if money is what you’re worried about, don’t let that factor into the decision. It was what I was most worried about, but I’ve gotten here and I’m fine! I mean, I definitely budget and don’t shop at Louis Vuitton, but I’m not struggling. Cost of living here is also a lot cheaper than in the USA.

My experience so far has been good, but it is definitely what you make out of it. It is a very independent program. I consider myself a very independent person, but at times, it’s been very challenging for me. But I would recommend this program to anyone who wants to live abroad, travel, experience new things, improve/learn spanish. And at the end of the day, it’s only 8 months (9 if you are in Madrid). The time flies!

I’ve made some great friends who are also auxiliares and consider them my family here in Bilbao :) The coolest thing about this program, is the people you meet who are also auxiilares are very similar to you and it’s really easy to relate to them. Having a good group of friends here is the #1 thing you need. Yeah, you need to set up a bank account and get a metro card and a piso, but at the end of the day, my friends here have made the difference!

Anyways, here is the website for the program: http://www.mecd.gob.es/eeuu/convocatorias-programas/convocatorias-eeuu/auxiliares-conversacion-eeuu.htmlThe application period opened January 9 and is open until April 1. APPLY APPLY APPLY if you are even considering doing the program, because I think inscrita numbers are already pretty high. 

There is also a Facebook group for auxiliares. JOIN AT YOUR OWN RISK. People argue and post about dumb things and it’s mildly entertaining but also annoying. Definitely turn off your notifications for the group. Don’t say I didn’t warn you…

Along with this post, this website is also a pretty good resource for what to expect if you decide to do this program…. http://whatshouldwecallauxiliares.tumblr.com/ lol.

Let me know if you have any other questions about the program! You can comment or email me. 

En serio, si estas pensado sobre haciendo la programa, aplicas!!!! 

Three Days in Madrid

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In December, we had a puente weekend (3 day weekend) for school, so two fellow auxiliary friends and I decided to use that weekend to visit the capital of Spain…Madrid! I was so excited to finally see the capital of the country I’d been calling home from 3 months. I was also excited to get out of the Basque Country for a few days. To be honest, sometimes it doesn’t even feel like I’m living in Spain. The Basque Country is very unique, as it has its own government and has even had issues with terrorism in the past from trying to break away from Spain to be its own country. Luckily, it is calm here now, but on multiple occasions, I have had basque people tell me that “they are not Spanish, they are Basque”. So, arriving in Madrid and seeing Spanish flags and words not overflowed with K’s and X’s (the Basques also have their own language, and I swear every word has a K or X), was nice.

As it was all our of first times in Madrid, it was a very touristy weekend. I felt like I was backpacking Europe, because we had a list of things to see and a schedule to make it all happen! This would be a pretty good plan to follow if you’re going to visit Madrid for a weekend, as I feel like we got a lot done and saw a lot!

Friday [Day 1]: By the time we took the bus to Madrid and checked into our hostel, it was late afternoon. We decided to visit Plaza Mayor and La Latina. La Latina is a neighborhood in Madrid known for its food and nightlife. We knew that that night, we had to get some Mojitos, as Madrid is apparently famous for them! Who knew? It was Christmas time, so there were also no shortage of beautiful lights and markets to gaze at as we walked through the streets to get to La Latina.

Plaza Mayor at Night

Plaza Mayor at Night

Saturday [Day 2]: Saturday was our sight seeing day. We started the day off with a walking tour or Madrid, where we saw a lot of the main places and learned about the history of Madrid. One of the best parts about staying at backpacker hostels when you visit places is that they always have activities and free walking tours. The walking tours can be hit or miss, and our tour guide was a little dry (aka he was 45 minutes late, I think he woke up 5 minutes before the tour and he seemed to be battling a pretty bad hangover), but at the end of the day, when you are sightseeing it is easier to have somebody leading you around, than to be struggling with a map with limited time in an unknown city. Don’t get sightseeing confused with wandering though. If you have lots of time and no huge places to see, get lost wandering and explore!

Did you know Madrid is the home of the Guiness book record for oldest restaurant in the world? Well now you do! Located in La Latina is Sobrino de Botin, the Guiness book record holder. Once you get over the pig legs and various parts hanging everywhere when you walk in, it is a cute, enchanting restaurant. It looks small, but there is also a basement and even an old, wine cellar.

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My favorite part of the tour was seeing the Royal Palace of Madrid. I love everything about castles and palaces and royal families! It was so beautiful that I didn’t even need to put an instagram filter on it. THAT IS WHEN YOU KNOW!

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The walking tour ended on Gran Via, the main shopping street in Madrid. If you are American and missing the USA, just go to Gran Via in Madrid. It has Starbucks, McDonalds, TGI Fridays, etc. It has more than just food though! It has a nice mix of high end and affordable European shopping. We also decided to eat a late lunch, where I finally tried PAELLA!

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After shopping, eating and wining on Gran Via, we walked to Puerta del Sol (and saw the most giant, outrageous Corte Ingles) and then to Parque Del Buen Retire (aka the “Central Park” of Madrid). We spent our time meandering through the park, stopping to take pictures and jump in leaves. We even saw a lady who had at least 20 cats with her. I obviously wanted to get a picture of this and send it to my cat loving friends, but the instant I pulled out my iPhone to snap a picture, she started jumbling words in spanish and when I heard the word “dinero” thrown in there, it became clear that if you took a picture, you had to give her money. So that happened.

photo cred: my friend Katie :)

photo cred: my friend Katie :)

Our main reason of going to Parque Del Buen Retiro was to go on a boat ride during sunset in Estanque (the pond in the park). At 5:50pm, after about an hour or two of being in the park, we got to Estanque and found the entrance to the boat rides. Unlucky for us, they stopped giving boat rides at 5:45pm! Mierda. We decided we would go the next morning instead.

Because it was a Saturday, the Museo de Prado was free from 6-8pm and it is right next to Parque Del Buen Retiro, so we went there to get our dose of art history. Most museums in cities will either be free or have certain days/times that they are free, so definitely look into that before you go to cities to save you a few euros! 

That night, we explored Madrid’s nightlife and went to Kapital, a 7 story club. In typical spanish style, we didn’t get back to the hostel until 7am and were bruptly awoken by the Dutch girl staying in our room packing her things. It was 10:20am and apparently, we had 10 minutes to check out of the hostel or we would have to pay extra! I’ve never seen 3 girls who went out clubbing the night before move more quickly in my life.

Sunday [Day 3]: After managing to pull ourselves together in roughly 10 minutes, we were walking the streets of Madrid! We had planned on going to Parque Del Buen Retiro, but the last thing any of us wanted to do was sway in a rocking boat that morning. So instead, we decided to visit a Mercado de San Miguel, which we had walked past on our walking tour. The market was nice and had lots of different food vendors!

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We really wanted chocolate con churros though, and couldn’t find that in the mercado, so we went across the street to a cafe conveniently named Chocolate y Churros, located at 54 Calle Mayor. 

After indulging in chocolate con churros and regaining some energy, we walked through Madrid some more, just wandering and shopping. Next to one of the Christmas markets, we came across this adorable store called No Dejes de Sonar (Don’t Stop Dreaming). It was filled with little sticky notes that people left with motivational quotes and inspiring words. It also had lots of cute decor, and would be the perfect store to buy a unique gift at. I couldn’t find a webpage for it, but it is located on Calle las Huertas in Plaza Jacinto Benavente.

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My favorite part of going to Madrid during December was that there were Christmas markets everywhere! We all bought a few things at the markets and by the time we were finished shopping, it was time to head to the bus station and back to Bilbao (and Cadiz for one of my friends!).

xmas market madrid

It’s Okay.

I haven’t updated for awhile because I haven’t been motivated to write and it always takes me a few weeks of readjustment when I travel for a long period to/from Europe (it was like culture shock part 2 for me! . I could do travel recaps (I still need to do my WHOLE eurotrip, Madrid, and Paris the second time around), but I just haven’t been in the mood, as I feel like my mind has been somewhere else 90% of the time since I returned to Spain from the USA. I’ve always had a wandering mind….I day dream a lot and “zone out” all the time. Sometimes when I’m daydreaming, I get an fixated on idea, which quickly becomes a new goal and incorporated into my life. I remember last year, all I could think about was backpacking Europe and living in Spain. Before I entered my freshman year of college at Ohio State, I got the opportunity to participate in the Leadership Collaborative with 80 other incoming freshman. It was a great experience which really motivated me to get involved and make the most of my college experience prior to beginning. At the Leadership Collaborate, we did the Strengths Quest. I will never forget that one of my top 5 strengths was futuristic. 

But the more I think about it, I’m not sure futuristic is a strength. Yes, when I do things, I tend to see the “whole picture” and how it will effect the future, however it leads me to spending hours thinking about the future instead of living in the moment. It also leads me to question what I am doing. I don’t have a degree in education and don’t want to be a teacher (it’s a lot harder than it looks!). I think one thing that high school and college ingrained in me was a sense of being on a “timeline”. In college, when you are a freshman, you meet with your advisor and plan out your timeline of classes FOR THE REST OF YOUR COLLEGE CAREER. Knowing what I was doing always gave me a false sense of security. There was always the question of “what are you doing after you graduate?”, but other than that, for five years I always had a clear sense of what I was doing, why I was doing it, and what came next. Post grad life is different. It’s the first time in your life you aren’t all following that same path. You can’t compare yourself to what you see everyone else doing, because you all have different end goals. And you most definitely cannot put yourself on a timeline. If life was meant to be a rigid timeline, it would be called plan

If there’s one thing living in Spain thus far has taught me, it is that it’s okay. It’s okay to question what you are doing. It’s okay to not have everything figured out right now. And most importantly, it’s okay to live completely in the moment.

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